haix... results out, quite sad n disappointed bout my results... L1R5 onli 17... luckily still can minus 2 pts. but it's still very bad... limited jc to choose... but i realli dun wanna go into a poly... although the courses r not bad... i wan to go into uni!!! so i hv to work double hard if i get into srjc... especially for my GP!!! anywae, i still wan to thank God for givin me lots of frenz who r concern bout me! tis results for me is realli veri difficult to make a decision... if i realli get into srjc or tpjc, i tink i would not hv sec sch frens again! i wl hv to make new frens again... though it's gd to make new frens, but i can't bear to part wif all these sec sch frens tt hv always been beside me... dey r realli GREAT GREAT GREAT frenz!!! dey wun leave me alone no matter wat... we hv certainly great times together! these frens includes YunJia, Cindy, Yvonne, Hui Yu, Estee, Joyce, Serene, Fang Jun, Joey Kung, Phyllis Low, May, n many more! GB officers hv been great too! dey encouraged me n showed concerns aft i hv received my o level results n hv been sad... thx! thx for guidin me n bein so nice durin my GB life in zhonghua!

arhz!!!! i'm SUPER DUPER NERVOUS!!! todae is the dae! to c if my hardwork has paid off... but watever the result is, i noe God would nvr leave me... i pray tt i can get a gd result n go to the sch i alwaes wanted to... Lord, i thank u for allowin me to hv a calm mind, heart n a gd time management durin the preparation for o levels... i realli felt tt dere is actually nothing to b nervous, coz it's olreadi done! but i dunno y i'm still feelin lyk tt!!! wish me all the bez!!! in less than 4 hrs, my results is goin to b out!!!

3rd Jan... went back to help GB parade in the new yr... a lot of admin stuff to do... Serene n i were plannin for the upcomin CCA recruitements day on Fri! so xcited bout wat kind of galz we would get... we r the OIC for tis event since many of the mdms r not free on Fri... yippee!!! i should b goin back to parades to help out tis whole month... yup! it's a service to the LORD! God hv asked me to help out in GB... so i muz to my bez to help dem! i realli feel tt my whole life wif God beside me, carryin out wat He has planned for me... it should b God's plan for me to b in GB, since i hv not been goin to church... Anywae, GB has greatly impacted me... in all the gd ways... bein able to walk with God, socialise wif ppl, givin me the ability to learn to b a leader, follower n a listener, learnin great moral values, n mamy more! went bowlin wif some classmates... it was definitely great to get back wif dem... it's also part of a farewell party for Clara... she's off to London! dunno when can we c her again...

2nd jan... wat a wonderful day... seeing every student crowdin the bus, waitin for sch bus... it reminds me of those times when i nid to go to sch... haha:) todae it is the first tym i nid not go to sch among all my 13 yrs of sch life (includin kindergarden n nursery)... felt quite blessed atually... we still get to enjoy our long long holiday! but i realli wish to go back to sch! seriously! i miss those times! 1st day of sch, gettin back wif frenz, choosin seats, awaitin for new teachers for each subject, n when we switch classes, gettin to noe new frenz... it's also the day when we grumble tt we hv sch, we hv not so gd teachers, or sometimes, so happi tt we get a great teacher... i tink different teachers realli made great impact on us... no matter whether is it gd or bad... but anywae, i would still thank all my teachers along my sch life, even my CCA teachers... especially those who hv realli impacted me n made me improve tremendously... mayb dey hv long ago forgotten bout me, but dey hv made my life great, n made me who i m now! i realli lyk their teachings n their way of communicatin wif us... some of dem r Mr Seah (Primary sch CL teacher), Mdm Lim (Choir in-charge teacher), Ms Kuan (Primary sch Form n Maths teacher), Mr Lim(sec 3 EL teacher, ex council in-charge when i was in sec 1), Mr Wong(Sec 4 A Maths teacher), Ms Ong (Sec 4 Chem teacher, council in-charge when i was in sec 3 n 4) n many more! not 4gettin, all my mdm in GB! (Mdm Mandy, Mdm Peiying, Mdm Rachel, Mdm Grace, Mdm Ai Kheng, Mdm Jemaine)

31st Dec 2008... last yr of 2008!!! i definitely missed those times in tt yr... not onli hving the highest stress level for the BIG 'O'... but the frenz around me who hv gone through tis hard n stress times wif me. i definitely wun 4get those times we were hving fun while tryin to complete our TONS n TONS of PAPERSSSS!!! i countdown for the 1st time at the countdown place n not at home!!! WOW! i thought dere would b lots of ppl... but it's not a lot as i hv xpected, but still quite a lot... n u noe wat? dere is lyk huge fire evacuation happenin aft the fireworks!!! haha...

1st Jan 2009... 1st day of yr 2009!!! a new start to a great yr ahead, a new beginning n also a yr to a new sch... ahrz!!! results is comin sooooooonnnn! xcited? nervous? well... it should b BOTH! i tink i should hv done quite ok... but still, i would still b afraid bout wat results i'm goin to get! juz hopin to get below 15 for L1R5... i juz hope to get into St Andrews JC...